The Colors of life....

Past few days it seems i have seen varied colours of life...
i don know wht life is teaching me but it goes smthing like this in colors...
the black of failure...
and the rainbow of happiness and success,
the blues of missing family and home.....
and the bright red of meeting or making a very nice friend,
the greys of hard struggle....
and the pinks and goldens of that struggle getting rewards,
most importantly the white of being patient and praying....
and the discovery of the color unknown !

Relaxing after exam..

well the exam over its time to relax catch up wid sm old friends and travel. Now here in Las Vegas, a big glittering city but when u live here for long u come to know the ground realities also which are not much differnt from any other big crime infested city. Any how why to bother about that part... city is pure fun if u r in mood for it and got the few necessary bucks to spend.

Ha one last thing my room mate got cool 89 for part 1 NBDE am just waiting for mine to come.. he and all say it will be better but u know as it happens i keep on remembering wht all questions i did wrong and guess what insomnia for last 2 days :-) am just praying !

the last post i think b4 thr NBDE 1

Wanted to write but surprisingly everytime i thought so it appeared i could read a few more points extra, a small topic or 2-3 mcqs and it just kept on going so i believe this is the last post b4 exam. Now i feel nothing or same like just b4 giving the final university exam or the GRE or the american visa interview :-) till now its been ok for me so it will be this time too. i thank all my friends again for being such a great support especially lallu,tamatar, pilpili, satti, aku, gari di and all.

Now its me, the exam and God ( i think on my side ) ! lets see

a small thing in last i want to thank ppl who invented maggi, top ramen, egg omellette or any other dish of egg, corn flakes, millions of cows and buffalos who give us milk and last but not the least the bread makers. Without these i wud have starved and this prepration wud not have been whts it today

and ha i have been sleeping thruu the day and up all nites how to correct it now ! oh God sm help here too

sometimes it happens....

Many a times it happens people you have never met or think you have left long and far behind cross your path over and again in this journey of life. Is this coincidence ? or is it something else...well i have no answers.

Tales of an unspoken fun, A path so vague;
its not bothered,
You’re on one, And I’m there on the other,

It can be special at times because sometimes, these people that cross your paths in life actually teach you things you were never aware of. Might be a lesson in a easy, quick and simple way or a long drawn hard class. But i guess the joy should be not so much that you get lost and forget that they are just the fellow journey men and u never know till when you are on same path.

It happened to me....and i am thankful to God for it did strenghten my confidence. I have no fear now for what the future holds...i just think or rather believe its good !
For my long lost and newly found friends...

Who knew Fate’s wrath,
Who knew Cupid’s darts,
Who knew that in a cross path,
Where we met was where we part.

( not my lines ! )

frankly speaking NBDE is not that difficult !

guess what????

i feel i am ready... ready to go !

Time....

Its time !
May gone June has come. These days are really testing my nerves. One sincere advice don do crack the nbde or kaplan test now in last days they are tough and can bring confidence real down. just go on reading. I am glad i got a really supportive family and friends but still some where deep inside i twitch what if i am not up to expectation leave mine but of family and friends. Today i understand the burden of expectation !