Delimma !

One by one the days are passing, min by min i am travelling to the long awaited point, but it feels sometimes that isn't it a lil early? shud'nt i wait a lil more before taking the dive....One point it feels what the f%$# man is this my life? what am i doing here? but then the effort of all the people behind my effort comes in and here i am again ....
Kya yaar ye physiology itni boring kisne banai kuch karo iskaa....!