diffident pandemoniums.....

For a friend...i got today

Delimma !

One by one the days are passing, min by min i am travelling to the long awaited point, but it feels sometimes that isn't it a lil early? shud'nt i wait a lil more before taking the dive....One point it feels what the f%$# man is this my life? what am i doing here? but then the effort of all the people behind my effort comes in and here i am again ....
Kya yaar ye physiology itni boring kisne banai kuch karo iskaa....!

Something old but which still counts...

tits bits from a long back written note:-
Ok ok lot of leg pulling, ab kuch acchi baat....We had a great time together and a lot of fun especially playing the gallery.... in the bus ( remember sitting on last seat in full winter even when full bus was empty).....I don't know about you but i will always remember you for all the pjs especially the chur chur...... and if you ever feel bad or sad just remember all of this time we spent togather laughing and enjoying and remember me you will feel better...and please apne jokes kisi ko mat sunana....
All the best for your life ahead, i know you will do great.
and ha what a great name pilpili 7210 kabhi ghar wale bhi nai soch sakte itna accha naam...

a reason to smile

well i coudnt stopped smiling it made my day so here its for all my friend who were not lucky to see on first go...Thanks Beenu !
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The importance of friends...

I guess this is the effect friends have on you. You drop down or are feeling low, talk to them and TA-DAAA!! one is up again as if nothing happened all set to face this world again. Happy after forgetting all those sad memories or any trouble what so ever.

I think thats the magic of friendship and i am glad to have those magician friends who have always stood beside me though being so so far away.

Some how i feel good and think i will make it...

the conflict within

This is the time or simply now i know that -Doubt can lead to all the anxiety, frustration, and fear especially of failure, something you desire so much or you just carve for. All of these feelings can short-circuit our confidence . A sense of insecurity hangs but we just keep on going...

exactly one month

Today i stand at this point. i still don know why i am writing this,
a lot is left and a lot more to go but then, i feel like putting my feelings down someplace atleast,
i feel more of scared than nervous, everybody says i am going to do good or even great but then i don feel it. I ask the almighty for help and guidance and look to my family and friends for support for this exam is turning out to be a real test not only of knowledge but i think character that who stands up and tall.
Still doing decks for the first time along with previous papers ...